The Scarlet Letter

You’re the type of man that likes big words and loves the meaning of music.You are culturally inclined to be someone who is into every book and every time you read one it touches you so profoundly that in some ways, it makes you cry.

You love beautiful things and architecture….

You have a great ear for singing and you are selfless….

You have a big heart but you tend to tell the worst truths even when it hurts….

You love talent and you’d get excited over a Broadway musical….

You wish you could live life to the fullest but deep inside you think of the things most important to you.

You are in love….

but not with me….

If I could give you the world; it would be yours at the snap of my fingertips….

but yet; sullenly you type out your name and you forget that m is horizontal to the first letter of your name….

….and I love you.

I do.

Dear M.S. (missing ship),

Your soul is beautiful…. But you’re so unsure of yourself because what you seek is not yourself, it is the cure to your afflictions, as a young boy you always thought you would be some mad man, but darling, your soul is beautiful and I want you to know that the answers you seek are in your mind and heart when they are both stimulated and work together.

you seek…..the other half of your soul….

Beloved,

You fill my heart with joy when I suddenly feel your body closest to mine….

I am saddest when you are gone; although I know that it just isn’t forever….

My sweet caramel eyed man with a heart set of gold and stone…..

You make me dream of castles in the sky, and of dancing tulips in the wind on a hot Summer’s day.

with caramel skin….

Truth

I was a young girl in the prime of my youth. I used to think that stars were like seeds, only planted in the sky.

But this all changed because of you.

I saw you and I fell in love long after puberty’s end.

I knew that somehow it wouldn’t last this long. Looking at the stars on my father’s truck on top of the hood and wondering how they came to be in the midnight sky.

Now the daydream is over and now I’ve learned to let you go.

Now happinesses and infinite dreaming are seemingly on the other side.

But I was just a dreamer back then. And you wee too afraid to accept that reality. That truth was about you and me and that no one else could touch us. No matter how far apart….

But you just had to smash that truth and my love to pieces but you were not the only one who knew….

Life

Not everything is magical. Life cannot afford to be magical. Life is harder when it gets rough. The counterpart happens when somebody has the upper hand to make a dream come true. There will never be a dragon, or a prince to save you from that dragon. The fact of the matter is that life is about making priorities and decisions. Life is about waking up in the morning and deciding whether or not you want to make that cup of coffee and then wondering if you should put sugar or milk in there. A romanticized life has fluff, poetry and music and the reason why we would want these things is because we need reassurance that life is still beautifully interwoven in our thoughts for us to go on. Everyone is an artist that paints their own lives just as everyone is an open book or an author that is used to write upon. That is what life is all about.

Dear M.S., (a.k.a missing ship)

I love the way your body talks to me

ready to embrace me with those sad, sleepy eyes

My sleepy love,

You needn’t say anything at all….

because in a way, I understand the things that you try to portray.

Whenever, if I can recall or be able to recall a time when I was a young lady,

I’ll tell you this, I have never believed in second sight or sixth sense.

And if you have the courage to propose to me.

I love you

I do

I do

I do….

Tainted Love

If love should ever be tainted

It should be tainted by you like the falling rain.

Love is the true backstabber

And you cannot always win the girl….

But in some ways, you will keep different parts of people in your heart.

Time

Time will go by

And I’ll be seeing you; missing you, loving you.

Even when words aren’t strong enough; I’d still thinking you more or less….

I will seek new love, but you would still be able to hurt me.

My love for you darling; unknown stays strong.

Time will go by.

My face is just an existence for you to reminisce of.

You will come to think about me as I will still be thinking about you.

And I’ll be seeing you; missing you, loving you.

I’ll still be right here waiting

For you always find a way to keep me right here in this place. To keep me right here waiting. Waiting for you.

Time will go by

I am constantly; consistent when in love and I will never forget you.

You are mine. There is always a way to find you.

And I’ll be seeing you; missing you, loving you.

I will take willingly my life to sand and dust.

But before that; tell me you do love me.

Time will go by

And I’ll be seeing you; missing you, loving you.

The Subtle Disappearance

I know that soon my face will disappear and sometimes; then….

You will think of me as you always had.

You’ll remember me and when I find you to protect; love you, and keep you in my arms, I will be there.

Although I may disappear from time to time, I will think of you and you will remember me once upon a time again

I’ll always come back. I’ll come back to you.

I know that soon my face will disappear and sometimes; then

I will miss you and your mischievous smile your honest eyes full of hope;

and full of moonlit nights and sunrises.

You will think of me as you always had.

I will think of you; wishing and hoping that you’ll see me one fine day.

I will wait for you forever whenever the sun sets and rises

I know that soon my face will disappear and sometimes; then….

I will look to the sunrise and the highest peaks of mountains that range across the border….

I will look beyond the deserts and I will look especially to the setting sun as it embraces my mere memory of the nearness of you….. Your presence.

You will think of me as you always have….

I will find you and I’ll always be there for sure; for a new tomorrow.

Because someday I may never come back…..

I know that soon my face will disappear and sometimes; then….

You will think of me as you always had.

The Golden Sun

For you and me, our love is like a golden sun

I will; I will keep on loving you; until the day I die….

It is something I will treasure in my heart forever.

I will love you forever and for always until my life is done

You are my sunshine and my moonlight all mixed into a low red moon for you are my thrill; my magic in the night that falls under the stars like a thief that stole my glimpse of my own sky

For you and me, our love is like a golden sun underneath by which we would endeavor.

I will not or ever stop looking for you; ever stop loving you until from me you run….

For my love; I love you….for my love is like the descending and ascending sun….. For you; I would let you breathe and die

I will; I will keep on loving you; until the day I die…. Please leave me never

You are my water which springeth forth life from the deepest parts of the desert sand and the devil’s shun

You are my number one when I am tired and everything’s done for I am quite shy

For you and me, our love is like a golden sun and I know I can love you better

you are my way to enlightenment even while under the gun

you are the moon that I look forward to after a hot summer’s day where I lie

I will; I will keep on loving you; until the day I die; in whatever we endeavor

For I will be your rock and your Avant Garde; I will always be there because I love you…. in other words, For you and me, our love is like a golden sun. I will; I will keep on loving you; until the day I die…. Baby, don’t leave me ever.

A Part Of Me

Your heart is light and your mind is free,

I love you for you a part of me….

I think of you day and night

I wish to be with you always whenever you’re with me.

for you see, my love for you is a hurricane waiting to be at ease until you say you will love me forever at sea

your heart is light and your mind is free at night

I will not take the chances of hurting you neither to harm you so I could be

for my love for you runs deeper than the sands and farther than the trench at sea

I love you for you are a part of me alright?

I love you for you are my desert rose which is uplifted to me

I will follow all your demands for my heart is at sea

your heart is light and your mind is free as a kite

Your love is like moonlight on a river while I drink my favorite sugared tea

for I am the one who seeks solace under your moonlit gaze over the waters but see?

I love you for you are a part of me as I turn over in the night for you see, I am the calm before the storm that claims to be for free; but my dear you are the hurricane, and I am lost at sea all of the day and all of the night only because your heart is light and your mind is free and I love you for you are a part of me

Liquid Onyx

Your eyes are like liquid onyx in their most purest form

and like the waters that were drunk by the Gods.

But darling, you and I are the perfect storm.

Your tender caramel skin reflects sweetness after the hurricanes when they start to form

Your chest like chiseled grooves from the same golden amber of the Gods

Your eyes are like liquid onyx in their most purest form

I will be loving you tenderly for I am the calm before I orgasm a storm

Like the blush of a petal that is thrown at the weddings of Gods

and like the waters that were drunk by the Gods that had brewed up every storm

I am willing to sacrifice love to wait for your arms so warm

To ponder you like honeyed rust shall get to metal at the odds

Your eyes are like liquid Sapphire in their most purest form….

And I swear it, I vow it that I will love you too like the gravity’s pull of the sun toward the earth for you see that only your eyes are like liquid onyx in their most purest form

I love you, but not in the way that most women will, for you love me not in the way most men truly would and like the waters that were drunk by the Gods….

and like the waters that were drunk by the Gods that brewed every storm

Tender Silent Sigh

Forgive me for loving you my darling,

But your silent sighs are tender.

I love you but your love for me has been giving me the starting

Your lips are too slender like a rose to its true calling

Your caramel skin too soft and yet warm and tender

Forgive me for loving you my darling….

Like all eyes do I only have eyes for you and what you keep doing

Because I haven’t confessed love and although I do confess it there will be nothing left of the sort to occur

But your silent sighs are tender and evoke all my being

I know of nothing but to love and vow to protect you till my dying days, but to you my mind is a play thing

Till I am blackened and blued within the times that with you I shall court around my quarter

Forgive me for loving you my darling. Do not go gentle into that good night I am quoting. For you I ventured forth; for you are my rock for a starter, but your silent sighs are tender and you know how I am feeling and I love you with all I am with what I had been writing

But love me again and you and I will never be able to be a loner.

Forgive me for loving you my darling

But your silent sighs are tender and I am willing to give to you all of my being.

A Fairytale Called Life

She was living alone in some fairytale

For you see,

She waited to see if Prince Charming would come to get her.

She waited and waited,

But what she didn’t realize was that princes were into women that slayed their own dragons

And those who were not afraid to take risks and kiss frogs….