Drowning

You’re drowning into me and right now, I just wanted to drown inside you too….

Over you I’d go back to December all the time back to when I first met you.

I will love you with all my heart; forever….

I shall wait forever until you are finally mine….

So that I might see you tonite…

I love you

I just wanted you to know that….

I love you

I love the way you look at me with the most saddest eyes and how they sparkle when you look at me.

I love the way your body fuses with mine and how you can be so wonderful at the same time loving me.

I love the way you feel comfortable around me and how the night matches your hair.

I love the way you are when I’m around. Always warm like the sun and shining bright like the stars.

I love the way you make me feel.

I love you

And I just wanted you to know that.

The Dolls

They say that the doll’s eyes are the gates to hell and that the animal’s eyes know the windows to your deepest and most darkest fears.

No need to fear the mannequin love, for you make my cup overflow with the sweetest wine and you make my heart beat faster than a second,

My cup overflows….

And I will destroy even the most precious porcelain;

For you….

Beware the dolls my love….

Little Dreamer

“As a boy I was a dreamer. I dreamed of an adventure into your mind, heart body and soul as I looked up at the stars. There, I dreamt you draped your arms around me and you told me your favorite songs and you started to lean your fragile porcelain doll face on my shoulder and then, all the way to my chest. We were both dreamers; wanderers wandering into the night sky full of stars.”

The Same

I knew that when I saw you again,

I wouldn’t be the same;

And ever since I’ve seen you;

Fuck…

I’m still not the same…

You take me places and you fucking punch out my comfort bubbles

And when you touch me I shiver.

Can you hold me in your arms?

Ashes In The Wind

Your eyes are like pure fire when you’re in my arms and you are my spider just as I am your fly.

I miss the way we used to be because I never told you that I was in love with you and you never told me the way you had felt before I left you once,

but so long ago….

I miss your voice;

I miss your subtle messages….

I miss your kisses,

but you see these are not mine

and I have yet to experience them,

from another man….

you and I have moved on and what was never said shall never be,

but ashes;

ashes in the wind….

Wolf

He had long silky white hair and light , fair skin. He looked up and howled at the moon searching for signs of the sun. He had light brown almond eyes for he was slightly different from the others. His favorite shape was a pentacle and he had much to beware of humans as the full moon stared at him from the clouds, he beckoned himself into a wolf form neck up and took with him a spear for he knew he was going to war. But as the war pressed on his island was smoldering into darkness, every building crushed by waters of the great, vast sea.

Tale Of An Artist

I can be an international jewel thief, I can be a con, I can be a racist asshole, I can be a murderer and schizophrenic, I can be unprofessional and not have a job. Or I can be beautiful. I can have long flowing hair; a luxury job and be a writer. I can have a beautiful mind and spend all my life searching and wondering for and about a better one, but for all I know I am still an artist. All criminal minds seized.

Your Face

Even as I lay me down to sleep, your face will comeback magnified by a tenfold increase of your smile, your eyes and the longing for the taste of your lips and the warmth of your hand against my palm. The bittersweet taste of your tongue and the softness of your long hair and the compassion that I feel would not change for anyone else.

The Tiger

You are my tiger. Sometimes I wanna thread my fingers through your long, jet black hair and kiss your eyes and sing you to sleep holding you in my arms.

The Truth About Beauty

She runs away from herself because she didn’t know she was beautiful at all, but she had this strange way of making men hurt with long hair and fair skin with a pale colored rosey face. He had this way about hurting other people but her. But you see these are two different stories through time. He always thought about her in this way. Her warmth and the taste of her lips and the taste of her mouth and how it would take an infinity of stars to find her again. The rosey cheeks and the fair skinned girl with long locks.

Wishing

I used to look at the stars and wonder about if somewhere out in the world you were wondering if you were going my way….

….and looking up at the stars too, and wishing.

For me…

As I will keep wishing for you…..

Will You Be Mine?

When you asked me a very long time ago if I could be yours, I told you I could never be yours and you kissed me outta the blue and something told me you’d wait for me.

Years later, I stopped my dreaming and I stopped building castles in the sky.

When I saw you again you had to be the one so I sat there looking depressed and as I looked at you my heart hurt and my eyes saddened.

Because you couldn’t be mine….

Commonplace

Tortured minds are tortured and broken souls with beating hearts.

I am tired and angry at the world and half the time I am thinking to myself that I cannot let you see this ever because

You

Might

Fall

In

Love

With me

I feel like chocolate chip cookies and milk. Or…. biscotti and hot coffee….and a good conversation…..

I’m feeling fine. Honestly. There’s no need to compromise with it. I feel frustrated but okay….

I’d like coffee and only one person tonight….

But they say, A rose by any other name is sweeter than its thorns….

Don’t grasp the rose if you don’t wish to grasp the thorn….

But then I think of you and I’m more than willing to chop all my thorns.

I was a warrior when you met me.

Now that I am seeing you again,

No more….
Isn’t it glorious?
The night?

Angel, I Do.....

He likes danishes except when they’re from the store, but his favorite foods are ichiban, Mexican and his favorite dessert; brownies

He likes rainy days and he’s in love with the night.

His favorite flowers are tulips and he wouldn’t settle for anything less than marriage after college….

He’s a dreamer and has yet to dream to get married….

It was always his dream to be successful and he’s a dreamer….

His favorite food is Italian….

He is patient and his favorite American food is steak and he’ll settle for Chinese.

He likes to sing and loves death metal….

He loves me to death…..

And hates it when I flirt with other men and when I grab another guy’s attention but barely says it…..

He saves himself for me and is very fluent in Italian and Spanish….

He loves food, broadway musicals and mostly books….

He thinks I smell like strawberry milk tea and sakura blossoms when I leave….

He hates secrets and he loves reading about righteous people…..

but he hates

sushi….

Angel, I do….

Gardens of Hearts

You have a gypsy soul and a tender heart

and a garden with very high walls,

But dear,

I have your keys

And you have mine

You have and keep gardens of hearts,

But mine is the only one I’ve noticed that remains free.

Paper Castles

You put paper hopes and dreams in me

whenever you write about me….

I build castles in the clouds just thinking about it….

and my life is brightened by the sun….

By moonlight you strum the strings on my heart

But your mystery is,

how could people define you, delve into you, love a man like you?

Let me tell you this once…..

the more different you are the more you fascinate me….

Although they call you monstrous,

you are a beauty, a rare, fierce lover

you grow gardens in my heart and you put joyous lullabies in my head

I am a girl in a paper castle building hopes and dreams through my words….

and you my dear are the epitome of them…..

and that is what makes you beautiful….

I love you

I love you….

I do….

Butterflies

You make shattered hearts turn into butterflies….

And they can’t keep still.

Why does it get so hard to say when someone you’re practically in love with approaches you?

There’s nothing wrong with me, I just don’t like to talk much….

But let me tell you a little secret: it happens all the time…..

But never the same way with you….

You ducking excite me and scare the shit out of me at the same time….

Ten of millions of reasons to smile and Live for Today:

Ten of millions of reasons to smile:

1 You’re better off on your own.

2 You don’t matter to those people.

3 You matter to you.

4 You have to do what’s right for you to hold your own and sustain yourself.

5 You are the best person you can be to yourself.

6 You are you.

7 You are the person you need to be today.

8 Other people don’t matter because they know nothing about you.

9 Today and tonight is always going to be new.

10 You need no one else to depend on but yourself.

As The World Falls Down

….and I will love you forever. I swear, I do….

I promise you with all that I am, you will never be unhappy or ever alone….

We were just two hopeful adults looking at the stars and connecting their constellations like daisy chains….

As the world 

Fell

Down….

There you were then melting into my arms being whatever we wanted to be….

You and me love;

Just you and me….

As the world falls down..

..

To: The Worst

You may have been the worst,

but I had never loved anyone more than you….

and since I’ve met you,

I have never been more sure of anything in my life

in every man I will be looking for something that reminds me of you

because I was in love

with

you

and to be making up for all these bad times,

I will be sitting alone curled up in bed crying….

and thinking about you…..

Fly On, Free Bird

Sometimes we find a fledgling of a bird like a dove in the wild….

But little do we know that sometimes these birds have to fly…..

we cannot keep a dove in its cage for too long,

so what happens to the bird once it is let go?

it flies away and sometimes we have to let this bird go…..

Fly away dove;

fly on free bird…..