I told you if you’re ever going to leave her you can run to me and I’ll be the one.
What I meant was to be the one who would wipe away your tears,
Make you funny faces while you’re sad because I know you love laughing.
Write you poetry on all your bad days,
And be there when you need a friend to lean on.
To defend all your causes and to love you.
I’ll be the one who will be around.
To be there for you.
I also once said you could waste my time anytime.
But I won’t be that person anymore.
I miss you like I miss the moon in the night sky.
And above the clouds among the stars there you’ll be.
I think about you night and day;
Day and night.
You will be the one I shall be searching for all the days of my life.
I will love you; wait for you and never leave your side.
Your heart is wherever I shall go.
And in my eyes; you love, will be all I can ever see; all I can ever want and all that applies.
I love you.
Understand me for I will be missing you.
For forever and always.
I miss you darling.
I miss you like I miss the waters that touch the moonlight in the evening time.
And in the morning when the breeze touches the ocean for my live; you are the ocean and I am the air that kisses you at your wake.
I think of you in the morning and in the evenings when I wanna be safe in your warm; your arms; your love.
I wanna be like the sunshine that kisses the ocean with your reflection on the lips of the ocean; gently kissing you.
My love you are a lone rock in the seaside as the waves crash into your heart making creases in your heart overtime.
You are the rock on the seashore but seasons change and the water that surrounds you is what I wanna be.
I wanna be the water that you swim in. I wanna be the one that you kiss with your sunshine and your moonlight like the stars that surround the moon.
I want your love surrounding me and as I swim in your waters throughout;
I could just get tired and sink into you until your kisses reach my lungs and your waters surround my body; thus making me limp.
As you; the ocean holds me still; your ocean in me.
Those women had a strange way of getting into a man’s heart for they were a part of their dreams also.
He had a way of scaring people with his words, but his eyes said it all. Many men dream of multiple women, but this man….
He could only dream of one.
My love, my heart races every time you are around me.
And I know that if there were infinite universes I would’ve liked to be the only one in yours.
I just want to drown in your soul and with that being said,
I would wonder what could have been,
across a wearying sea from millions of miles away
of a decaying us.
and as the Autumn rain falls down, you will always be there;
my Winter morning in Spring becoming as frozen as ice.
I drown beneath the cold darkness.
The dark recesses of your heart.
With the surrounding cold,
I am kept alive by your heart.
Dreaming of drowning into you.
But o what a marvel it would’ve been to drown just knowing that you had felt the same way as I do.
Tell me you love me.
And tell me you’ll love me again.
This time, you’ve wanted me today.
Well today, I wanted you at your lousiest to be for me and me only.
I wanted to mend for you that broken heart with your silent eyes and your subtle mouth.
Today I wanted to kiss you.
Today I wanted you rather than the one who loved me as a lover;
Who loves you as a friend.
I want your heart close to mine so I can get a glimpse of the innocent boy you hide so; inside.
I want now to know what knows in your soul and what you think is taunting your instincts.
The very flesh that makes your skin tingle so I could be able to touch you and your canvas.
If I could paint like that.
4 of Wands – TAROT CARD OF THE DAY – October 20th, 2019″
MENTAL ASPECT
a recollection of thoughts
a time for a season
a good day after a raucous one
reasons for everything.
PHYSICAL ASPECT
things are finally looking up
a time for everything in each man and woman’s life to perfect their physical health; reap what you sow
AESTHETIC ASPECT
endurance
finding a light
the truth
SPIRITUAL ASPECT
good decisions
looking into a situation deeper than before everything coming together like a puzzle piece.
REFLECTIONS
Now is a time to look and delve into the aspect of the world around you. The phenomena you go through reflects all aspects of your soul; per say, chakra. Individuality is best for today now that things are finally looking up.
10 of Swords-Tarot Card of The Day-October 19th, 2019
MENTAL ASPECT
not a good day to piss off your boss or anybody in authority
mental angst
poor mental decisions
indefinite decisions
PHYSICAL ASPECT
physically tired
physical jargon
not a good time
AESTHETIC ASPECT
Everything has fallen to ruin
A bad day
SPIRITUAL ASPECT
bad decisions
depression
REFLECTIONS
Now is a time to endure and lookup at other people’s perspectives. think outside the box and get a physical checkup to see if everything is alright.
I can’t imagine a world without you where you are not breathing.
But o just to hear the sound of your voice; the touch of your lips.
To reminisce about you.
These are the things I’d live for.
Because I love you as much as I love being with you.
Just breathe.
I long to see you everyday of my life
My heart beats to the steady breathing of your breath.
The way you smile is all I long for.
If I can’t have your body, at least let me see you again.
Months are divided into days,
Days into hours,
Hours into minutes,
And minutes into seconds.
Please tell me you love me.
That you think of me.
That you have wanted me for forever.
For I wonder when I will see you again.
If ever….
I never knew how to write until I met you.
Please tell me you’ll love me back just as I love you.
It was the end of Summer and I’ve never known love till I met you.
Maybe I’ll come home sometime soon when I know you could and would be able to love me back.
Because in truth, I was too weak to love you.
But now I have found my purpose.
To defend America’s honor.
The American Dream.
But you’re right really. What would I know about love?
What would I know about love right?
It took me ten years to find out that I’m just a kid in the dark.
The King of Swords – TAROT CARD OF THE DAY – October 13th, 2019″
MENTAL ASPECT
A cruel to be kind man
An arrogant man
A handsomely sharp man with deep eyes
PHYSICAL ASPECT
A good looking man
helpful
looks are not as they seem
AESTHETIC ASPECT
Judgement upon us; the feeling of weakness and stagnation.
A man with kind eyes and a cruel heart for those uncompassionate for himself and for others.
SPIRITUAL ASPECT
A hard person to fool.
A man with a heart of gold but covered in silver.
A willingly purposeful man looking for someone to propose to.
REFLECTIONS
Now is a good time for recollection of thought and purpose. being stout and honest will get you somewhere. There will be a proposal out of nowhere; if anything, take that proposal.
The Hanged Man – TAROT CARD OF THE DAY – October 12th, 2019″
MENTAL ASPECT
Unexpected events;
bad news and hatred
resentment
cannot go back to change time
PHYSICAL ASPECT
A day of stress
Physical debt
AESTHETIC ASPECT
Judgement upon us; the feeling of weakness and stagnation.
SPIRITUAL ASPECT
Finding resentment and hatred for another; suspicions uncovered; an unveiling.
REFLECTIONS
Now is a good time for reconciliation and to make the family get together instead of a whodunit due to the fact that the truth is in plain sight.
Look beyond the veil of mystery and find truth in the human experience.
I am melting….
I am melting in mocha colored chocolate.
I love you and that’s all there is to it.
Because in truth,
I drown in you.
I will always want you.
Crave your skin.
I will always love you for all of my life.
And, for the rest of eternity.
Every second of time with you belongs to me.
Every time when there isn’t a day where I’d wish to see you.