The Shadow of Your Smile

I will never forget the nature of his smile or the way he subtly kissed my lips…

A Kiss To Build A Dream On

Before he had left, he gave me a kiss to build a dream on but we know dreams can never come true.

Redemption

They were at the peak of their lives.

Her brother’s ship was ready to set sail.

“When will I see you again?” He had asked.

He kept kissing her.

“One day when you and I come home together.”

“Then we will never be apart.” He finished.

He kissed her again as he boarded the ship as she stared down at the waters; tears rolled down her face.

“We will meet again.” She silently said.

The kiss lasted for twenty-thousand million years later.

***

Josh Hokum was escaping out of prison and the darkness was upon him.

He was climbing over the walls of Jersey Shore and found himself staring off into the wild.

He was good at swimming. After all, that was where it all started.

As he had swum, he remembered one thing in his mind. Get back safely to shore.

He dived in confident that he would make it but he saw a navy ship coming and nearly drowned.

They were on a mission and they were very sick.

Josh Hokum was hungry. He was hungry for blood.

Ripping apart their necks; blood in his mouth, he bit them and drank till the last drop and jumped out of the ship and swam ashore.

He knew his hunger wouldn’t last.

***

Certz woke up to find the barracks were empty. She was a witch with many past lives. Lives she dreamt about with one ending.

Death.

At one time she was a cowgirl in the Midwest who migrated to America from Italy. At one time, a Native American. At one time, a nun who had joined the military on a bus, but with the same face that was Josh Hokum’s.

She was haunted by many things but she was scared of the ocean for some reason.

For every life, the same warnings as though someone were to have killed her by them.

Every night the same people appeared.

Every day another warning.

Beware Cymbeline.

Her best friends Garett and Kimmy had disappeared.

Certz kept thinking that she was killing them because of the blood on her hands.

That’s what got her into the asylum.

She needed to kill them.

She had visions that she was flying and that God had given her wings.

Of course they thought she was crazy, but Josh Hokum didn’t.

Every night the same comfort from Josh.

Until one night, he stopped coming.

Josh Hokum had joined the military and so it happened. He had met up with Certz.

The fires in him raged.

Little did he know they’d meet up again once she had packed her bags and came home.

Where they would be together.

Forever.

Now the way to happiness was a long one. But Certz and Hokum were willing to wait.

Tale of The Tombs

The warmth and the sunlight of your sweet kisses and caresses are the birther to my darkness.

Where night, follows throughout; making me as your moon shine brightest.

Where tombs and an empty shaft of sunlight shall follow is where I reside for underneath the tomb of a shimmering glare of light shows my darkness.

You are the lion and I the lamb for where thou art,

you are the one who takes you into my arms like some lost kitten starving for blood.

As my blood drips down your cheek to your throat I submissively kiss you as you struggle for me to get off your lips….

but who wouldn’t want the mere taste of death and cherry wine that froths from your loving mouth as you swim through the crevices of my darkness; blazing like the sunlight that kisses the moon once every year.

O how tables turn and once again I am the bloodthirsty sacrifice of your heart and your soul.

The kisses of the light of the ocean brings my sorrowful soul up to kiss the moon.

Only to drag you down to the darkest tomb I know of…..

THE SEA.

Yes my love the darkest place I know of;

the ocean of my heart.

Stardust

The stars are out tonight with your subtle caress as stardust wisps the linings of your features.

The sun is sparkling in your eyes like a glowing ember.

You are my candle, let me light your fire;

The fires of your soul brings magic to my life.

My darling, I have never stopped believing in magic until I met you.

Such a beauty that moonbeams light my way through darkness;

upholding you to me.

O how I yearn to feel sunlight in your kisses.

Their warmth is making me numb with pleasure as you hold me in your arms.

Dominator

I want to dominate you.

I wanna touch every inch of your skin.

I want to know what bothers you inside and out.

I want our passion intertwined within each other and our bodies pulsating with the same heat.

I want to torture your soul with my flesh as you endlessly fuck me;

To torture your soul as my lips lick yours and my tongue gently caresses yours to your heart throbbing fuck.

I want you and I want all of you.

I want to hear you groaning with passion….

As I….

Groan within your ear.

Missing You

I am missing every touch on your skin and I hope you can still taste me or sense my presence….

Feel my heartbeat,

Feel the touch of my skin as my hair drapes over you.

Your hair like silk,

Your fuck pulsating through my body; the heat rising up.

You holding my body as my fingers plunge into you at your skin.

Your body rocking its slow motions in my mind…..

Take Me Back

O back in the days when we were innocent and had no care for people’s personal lives.

O take me back, take me back.

To where the skies were forever blue with butterflies and white paper castles in the sky.

Where I’d lay in your arms at a nearby beach when the sun was up and when the moon awoke to kiss the ocean’s seas.

O take me back, take me back.

O back in the days when we were innocent and had no care for people’s personal lives.

To where meadows of green grass kissed the skies and to where the cliffs kissed the shores.

Where there was nothing you wanted more than me and you with my arms around your chest and my hands around your neck.

O back in the days when we were innocent and had no care for people’s personal lives.

O take me back, take me back.

To where nothing really mattered but just you and I and when no one else had to interfere with our time and our lives.

Where it was just us two and no one elsewhere seemed to matter to us and where no one else seemed to care about who we were and where we went.

O take me back, take me back.

O back in the days when we were innocent and had no care for people’s personal lives.

Innocence

To resist when frail innocence arrives

and goes into perdition is true purity that is crucified and tested.

For negativity came to calcify the cross and leave it smoldering like a lit but burning candle.

Your love as it grows is like an ocean of flowers waiting to be harnessed.

My love you are like a fruit.

You are like a fruit that is sweet.

The fruit and the scent that betrays your innocence and the warmth of the sun that betrays your inner child.

Your tender eyes and subtle glimpses;

They betray you knowing that you have only eyes for me in your lustful imagination to your dreams.

My love, tell me you only have eyes for me again as your body pulses against mine

For you make me laugh, smile and appreciate life.

to...,

My Dearest Tinkle-Tush,

Words cannot seem to express how you make me smile and how you will always stay the sweetest person in my life. In my heart forever, you are my light. And you make sure every time is a time for myself and for you love, you are the light in my eyes and the paradigm to the paradox that has left me upset with your love. Your eyes are everything I have never seen and in your eyes; you will find me in the scattered pieces of your heart and I will wish to seal your soul and make sure your heart is whole. To make a home for you and I; and your heart, a precious jewel once more. Say you love me and I do. Or, have me waiting forever to hear you say it.

Galaxies

There are stars in my eyes when I look at you.

There is nothing that can keep us apart because in my mind, you are still holding me.

While you’re kissing me you make me feel magical.

Keep loving me.

For forever….

Your eyes are like the sun that gives light to the moon at night to let her shine.

You are my sun and I am your moon.

In me you see stardust, while they make up little galaxies in your sweet eyes.

You’re always in my dreams and my soul which includes my heart.

“I Do”

You made the moon come up and you let the stars show in the night sky.

You told me I was your favorite pattern.

I was only your favorite pattern after you broke my heart.

You said I was your favorite star.

I fell too hard and I was too soft for you to catch or too big for you to wish for.

And you were too busy to watch me fall.

You said you loved my smile.

You were the one who washed it away.

Then, all of a sudden you left.

Without a word only to make your mind forget and your heart happy.

I could barely breathe.

When I saw you.

With her.

God knows,

I would’ve packed
my bags and traveled
the whole world twice.
Just to hear you say you love me….

And here’s to you who found a way.

Come back to me this time, tell me you love me and say “I do.”

All Yours

I used to dream.

I used to dream of you in colors that never existed and you were too busy to notice that I had a soft heart for you.

Only you.

You were like electric lightning.

The kind of electricity I was shocked by.

And you came to me like lightning from a clear blue sky.

In colors I could never describe you as.

I used to love.

I used to love you.

I knew deep down in my heart you’d want me to unwillingly succumb to you.

But now I’m numb because I did and baby, I don’t know how to get you alone or get it to you that I’m all yours.

Colors

How could you end
up hating yourself
and hurting the one
who loves you
when there’s so much to love
about yourself?

Especially when
there are some people
dream of you in
colors that never existed?

You know thunder
only happens when it’s
raining;
And plus, it must’ve
been that tingling
in your bones
and that palpitated
emptiness that you knew was gone until
you felt free.

But you’ve forgotten that.

Haven’t you?

Well baby, only when you’re yourself is when anything happens and those colors that exist start to show.

When they laugh at your true colors, give them a real reason for them to get gone and leave.

Make them regret why they’ve ever smiled at you.

Darkness

There was fire in his eyes.

The sun silhouettes on your sleepy face.

I try not to wake you as you pull me back to bed.

Your soul is still surrounded by darkness and darkness we became.

Under your smoldering eyes until the candle burns out.

Your Eyes....

Dear Love,
Your eyes are bright when they see me and the sound of your voice nourishes my soul.

And O, just to hear from you is as satisfying to my soul and also to my heart.

Believe me when I say I love you because your eyes are like both the sun and the moon.

Like ice on snow and especially once in a blue moon, a green, grassy knoll with running blue water.

My electricity when all lights go out and my moon that shines in the night when there are no stars to guide me.

I will wait for you to say “I do.”

But I will wait for you to say you love me….

probably forever.

The Long Goodbye

I have lived through pain and sorrow

And I cannot afford to be sorry.

But I, after all am still queen.

And I fight dragons.

They lurk in the deepest part of my gut and painfully,

I choke teardrops back

But the dragons; those demons cause me sadness.

And sometimes the one you thought you were meant for; meant to be with all your life;

Cannot kiss them away

But can only kiss you

Goodbye….

But that was just a dream wasn’t it?

If you ever believed;

If you ever did see;

A future for us.

You have probably with all due respect been mistaken.

The Girl

She was the girl raised by monsters, and she; their healer….. In an imperfect world full of all of them.

She was soon feared by them for she had demanded blood from her victims.

And fiercely she would fight because she knew she could. For she was a goddess making love to a God.

Once

a villanelle, in which the rhyme scheme is ABA ABA ABA ABA ABA ABAA

We were once Gods, you and I.

Reincarnated by fallen angels that bled and plunged into our intoxicated deaths into the seas of darkness.

Our plights were unspoken of as we danced into the realms of the deep dark sea where we found our souls into our little Atlantis.

We lived once amongst land, sea and stars and when we were star-crossed we although to eachother at most times were never shy.

I could love you forever and more but never less.

And by the drink of wine, I hungered long before for your kiss.

I sleep now where you lie.

Taken by your love and the warmth of my heart glows from the deepest and darkest depths of the seas as the seasons change come daylight to the dark of the Loch Ness .

To the depths of the trench we go to for its own light cannot shine so to death keep us apart to never in this.

We were immortal instruments that could not die.

You were in a black leather jacket with a white shirt, boots and jeans and I in white high heels with my hair up in a lacy dress.

To die in your rebel arms and free heart I wish to dive into and die in bliss.

Your songs with your voice makes me fly.

I want your body close to mine and I need to have your stroking caress.

You are the kind of God I worship; there’s nothing that could keep me from this.

We were once Gods you and I.

Reincarnated by fallen angels that bled and plunged into our intoxicated deaths into the seas of darkness

Now make love in such good, sweet bliss. Within every sigh and tender kiss as they soar and fly

As stars fall out into stardust to die into our sacred bliss to die.