Just Breathe

He made her stronger.

He made her feel like she was loved.

It was like swimming in an ocean of crystal blue eyes,

But she needed space to swim to the top to breathe.

Life Update #4

So we are reading seven books for each class which makes a total of fourteen books plus one more for my linguistics class which makes fifteen. I’ve written at least eight papers plus one exam for linguistics and I am taking each class in pride stride mode. I will earn I think an average GPA of 2.7 and the rest is all math….

Three more classes in Spring and I have the chance for a 3.0 average. So, I heard we have a sigma for English and I hope I am not noticed because you have to have an average 3.0 or higher to get noticed. I have nothing against sigmas except for the constant harassments, suicides, bullying, power trips etc. Not that my university has any; I just hope that I am a graduate by next year because if I am not, I’ll have to indicate that I am still an undergraduate when applying for financial aid loans. I hope that the system at my university changes my password too because I think I have been hacked.

So, what is it like being in college? It’s fun! The professors there are kind and understanding when you need an advisor for your program and the assignments are to prep you for a successful future! So, my life is complicated but not as complicated as football and cheerleading in high school. I love this island and I love the university I go to because I enjoy being a University of Guam Triton. I like representing the island and I think that it’s fulfilling. I also hope we develop a doctorate’s degree for the English majors and other majors at the university I go to so I do not have to leave the island.

Wish me luck guys!

Life After Love

I think I’ve met you one time in my life and that was once upon a time which to me was a really long time ago.

You and I have loved eachother long ago.

No; I have not made you up inside my head because there you are as the sun bathes you in his light; his presence as darkness’s presence surrounds you in twilight while you lay sleeping.

The only thing is,

In another life, I think I’ve screwed up.

Now I feel like I’ve waited for you for forever.

And that’s the thing…..

I think I’ve met you in another life before.

You are the other side of me that no one wishes to reveal until you are all of me.

And I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

Forever…..

Swimming Lessons

I could just swim in your black pools for eyes into a generation of sparkling and evolving stars.

Into a galaxy of whole new worlds and differentiated possibilities.

I saw

you.

and I just needed to learn

to swim.

Strange Boy

I looked for you in many people.

The way your eyes shine in the light like deep black trenches; unknown dark rivers I wish to dive in, like midnight skies that I wish to explore..

I looked for you in people’s eyes and prayed that God would put you back in my life.

Like your tousled raven black hair as I imagine my fingers skimming through your scalp of brown hair.

You’re like a river. Calmly fast.

I fall a step back from your eyes.

You become like a wolf as you become a savage with your eyes.

You analyze me with your eyes as you pound between my thighs.

You’re strange and you know how to become the strange moon that hovers above me.

You’re like a song I wish to sing.

Like the moon that shines

and the stars that dance when I’m with you.

Although I’m not so sure that they’re dancing.

They’ve probably disappeared.