Say you will

I hurt when you are gone;

Whenever you push me aside.

In a few seconds you’ll just be another memory….

But I’d try to love you more and more nonetheless….

I had to go to a far away land and yonder,
To an island to find him….
Somewhere beneath his swaying palm trees and the coconut wind….

You forget just how very fragile my heart is.

But you always made it up to me.

Why fall in love when you can fall asleep?

I wasn’t always the greatest girlfriend….

I was a woman without a king.

Love, say you’ll come with me….

You will won’t you?

Say you’ll come back home safely.

Say you will….

Wishing On Stars

It was always humanity’s destiny to destroy themselves.

I keep wishing on stars
because if we don’t give up wishing,
how would hope exist?

I loved how the rain looked in the night.
The way the raindrops are heard on the pavement or even the sidewalks.
Sometimes it fell down silently; softly….
Pattering on the grass.
Sometimes I could even feel my heart and my knees quaking.
As I awaken;
lying next to you….

As we wished on stars.

Again

In loving memory, John T.

Many friends have died in your place

But I have known this; that moments cannot last in seconds.

My world crashed

In a second

Knowing the lyrics to your favorite song on Spotify.

The day you proposed was a day of regret when you died.

The same day.

May an angelic creed keep you from purgatory.

There is no regret when one dies.

It would have been paid that you immediately enter heaven; for these momentary forevers in seconds;

minutes before your heart stops beating;

that in my hopes your chariot may swing low so I can feel your love.

Your presence.

Knowing I may never feel; see, touch or taste you

again.

Mortal Instruments

War and love are a very dangerous combination of instruments if played right and played well.

You are like water and I am like soil.
You seeped into my veins very much like you seeped into my earth.

You are a mortal instrument among men and women who can only be touched and played by the Gods.

But it is you I do not touch for you are like glass. You; my silver lining of a harp amongst the clouds.

I love you. I wish to hear your sweet music.

But;

I think they knew that.

But you don’t , do you?

The Moon and Sea

And just for a momentum of a single second,
I knew you.
You were at last all I knew.
And I was afraid to lose you too.
Because in my world, where I have lost;
I feel I’ve loved.
As the times went by.
The clock keeps ticking and it goes on and on into oblivion.
I was so scared of losing
A life.

You are a child of the sea; and I am your moon. Untouchable; seen only in your surface; like the sun.

I have always wanted to swim in your shining waters; but darling….

I was far too high.