The Craving

a villanelle, in which the rhyme scheme is ABA ABA ABA ABA ABA ABAA

I want to be near you.

Like a fire that is yearning for water;

I want you to know my heart craves you

The yearning as a peach ripens,

And I have never been so sure.

I want to be near you.

As the walls to my garden opens,

Your keys to my heart brings me nearer.

I want you to know my heart craves for you.

I want an eternal love for you that never ends.

I want you with me forever.

I want to be near you.

My love for you is how you make me after a holy cleanse.

I want you to know you make me feel beautiful, and that if you were my lover,

I want you to know my heart craves for you.

You do not have to look at me through a rose-colored lens.

I want to be near you.

I want you to know my heart craves for you.

And if I were to let go it would be never.

Cares

 I can’t stand being

and not knowing what you are 

and what you aren’t doing

because I do care.

Mine

I felt fire when I

first saw you and I knew that

you were always mine.

Love at First Sight

There was no such thing

as only love at first sight

there was only fire.

Flashbacks

Have you ever thought you had flashbacks of a thousand years ago and just got so emotional that in your past life you find your past lover and look down and just cry and then a century later you feel sad because they knew you once?

Have you ever felt an obscure pain in your chest that makes it hard for you to breathe?

Do you know how to remember when the pain began?

Do you think this pain will last forever?

Tell me, how does one hold fire in his hands and not hold an eternal flame for a person he so loveth?

Shooting Stars

Like a sinking ship, My heart lay in your oceans.

Alas! you have sunken the very heart of my mere boat that floats over what seems to be shallow waters.

You are my wishing well of stars.

I, am like the moon.

You long for the touch of a moonbeam as I look over you and darling;

my wolf; my beast.

You’re my shooting star.

The Blossom of Love

And indeed you will see it in the glimpse of his eyes,

Hot burning embers of coal….

But when he sees you; you are transfixed and the fire;

the anxiety of seeing you dies down.

And his coldness recedes as he tries to show no sentiment.

And indeed you will see it in his touch.

A woman should never have to fight for a man’s attention and affection;

if so he is not the one.

But indeed the dogs that hound you shall he get rid of.

It is the making of a man that he rids himself of his fear and of his agonies.

Because you know you’d love to be the girl men fight wars for;

the girl that men pick up off their feet and carry into their den.

To stare into your eyes and cherish your body likewise like a flower

with thorns.

Indeed you should be gentle with flowers and roses of such.

Indeed if not gentle with his heart as of a flower;

This will surely be how you lose your love story.

But indeed this will never happen for you treasure him for eternity;

as the rose blossoms and the love recieved blooms into the heart of all that is loveable.

A blossom of love;

a dove learning to fly;

a cat purring in the corner where his boots shall be….

The Book of Life

My page has yet to be written on and the rest is still unwritten.

I keep thinking about my childhood.

What I could’ve done,

said;

all those bottled feelings.

All the songs I’ve listened to….

And then I think; “this is a new beginning. You may never get those chances again but what lies ahead is a brand new chapter waiting to be written on in the book of your life.”

And love will blossom as time goes by,

but then I remember that this was never about a silly love story.

And that maybe this is what all girls and women may think….

Isn’t it???

A Certain Fondness

I have abandoned all reason;

all hope, resilience, and caution to the wind.

I will….

I promise I will see you again,

For I am as fond as you are.

Of me.

4-The Emperor

A father of many.

Leader of the pack.

Abundance and sternness.

A firm grip upon value.

The truth.

Fatherly advice.

A father figure; a caring unconditional but selfish love.

A father who cares.

Wealth and value.

Strength in fortitude and a journey to the path of righteousness.

Not weak; unwavering strength and courage.

Fatherly love.

To be a father of responsibility, and care of the pack.

To mature into a man who is becoming a father.

No more boyish love….

To be strict like a sword; a dictator.

A teacher; a firm grip on reality.

Orders; security of family life.

To be strict with finances but with power.

A father; a king in his family.

3-The Empress

A woman of many;

The fruit is ripened and the womb is full.

The stalemate of childbirth and the cup runneth full.

Progress is what she reigns in….

A woman of beauty and finesse.

Pregnant with flowers to give.

Pregnant with money and blessings.

Pregnant with children.

Virginity hath given birth to a mere heartbeat,

The soul of a loving mother with child.

The heart of all that is giving.

The feminine archetype.

The fruit of the womb….

A young woman bursting with life.

A woman of many.

A woman on the throne of prosperity….

A woman.

A lover.

A giver.

A woman strong enough to lead a life of fulfillment.

Music of A Sakura

Do you like music?

Because you’re the type of music that everybody cherishes and wants to make memories with.

You know the lyrics to my heart.

And when you sing it’s like a voice calling my name.

Your heart is like a drum.

Your voice like an instrument of music.

When I think of you I think of flowers and although flowers may not last forever, my love for you will always remain.

You’re like a late flower that blooms in June.

Much like Sakura blossoms although it snows yet still they manage to bloom in the night for people to enjoy during the day as much as I enjoy you.

It’s best to say things while I still can because these are things I may never get to say to you again.

Drowning

I’ve wanted to drown in you.

I’ve wanted you and I have never loved you more than the day after next.

I have in fact loved you more within every day that passes by.

I think of you day and night; night and day.

I love drowning in you.

Your sweet sugar running down ripe fruit.

Your sword that pierces the flowers at a camera’s slow moving pace at love’s first sight.

I think of swimming into intoxicated, uncharted waters and as I gulp, and I swallow in the water whole and breathe your scent as I drown in you.

And I awake alone in some cold sweat.

2-The High Priestess

Day and night, her knowledge of the unknowable takes her into the séance of the unattainable.

She is knowledgeable that the path of knowledge leads to a path of secrets and regression.

The future is unknowable as she claims to know and seek the unforeseeable.

Night and day she builds her pillars high on knowledge of the past

Through dreams of the future, she reveals forbidden knowledge of what is past and what is present.

The sun and moon present over the Akashic records of knowledge; of truths.

She sees you and she observes your secrets.

The revealer of revealers.

The light of lights when all lights go out.

Redeemer of truths.

Redeemer of what is unseeable, unspeakable and what can and what cannot be attained.

The achiever of what is out of reach.

The enlightenment of all that knowledge can be achievable to know.

The knowledge of truth that is used to heal and, the knowledge of truth that can be used to hurt others.

Self realization in personal affairs….

To realize what is outside of the bubble.

The rational; the real.

To obtain a forbidden knowledge and to use it to your advantage.

Like eating forbidden fruit; the tree of good and of evil.

The tree of knowledge and beholder of records.