Because....

It sure isn’t the same without you around….

But the world will keep turning on its axis and we’ll never see each other again.

Sometimes I still swear to God that I’m the one who is kissing you.

Although however far the distance,

I still think of you and look at your picture and wonder what you see in me….

I swear I could be close to heaven and see it in your eyes because we just click.

You like LoFi. and prefer it to British punk rock.

You taste like jasmine tea and you smell like Spring and stil manage to look like Summer.

You are my Winter in Spring,

My Summer in Fall.

My reason to believe that all the seasons revolved around you.

Time doesn’t seem to matter though,

becasue I love you.

STOP

Dear….,

It sure isn’t the same without you around….

But the world will keep turning on its axis and we’ll never see each other again.

You will either live with the weird, or become too attached to the weird; so attached and familiar with it that you become the weird.

The problem is what in actuality is weird and how do we define it?

But like you’ve always said, we can’t have everything we want.

And the world will stop for no one.

I hope you know that no matter how many sunrises or sunsets come and go, I won’t know how to feel differently than how I do when I’m with you.

But my God how I wish it stopped for you.

Heaven For A Second

We may wish for a little piece of heaven but deep down inside I know that I’ve found it in you because I now know that there are other worlds with other galaxies within your eyes and your soul is made up of the very stardust that creates them. And I know that you are my seconds in heaven.

Wish

I wish I knew the

color of your soul and which

hue it represents.

I also wish I knew where

the key to your heart may lie.

Doll Folk

People are like dolls in their doll houses living an existential life. But are their lives really real and is their doll house life really worth living? What is the message that they give? What in their doll like life is real? Where is their purpose in doll like bodies inside their doll like houses?

I honestly hope that those types of doll folk live a life that is fulfilling. A life that can be full of wonder.

Whether to love; I hope they have been given a purpose to feel butterflies in the stomachs every time they fall into this thing called life and that the human condition called the will of the beating heart finds them.

In fact, I hope they danced in the rain and laughed happily as the other doll folk thought they were strange…..

Poison

When you fade into something like “love” it just doesn’t become a verb for a feeling. It becomes your religion and your faith however you want to call it. It’s the way the heart beats faster between you and your beloved. It becomes first your body, your heart, your mind and then your soul like you’re devouring some sweet medicine that never really goes away. Like a sweet poison that tastes like honey.

“Do you think the night will ever shine as bright as you?”
I asked as he counted constellations.

“Do you know why I count stars?”
He retorted.
“I count them for you.”

“Are we this close to heaven?”
I asked.

He simply replied.

“It ain’t heaven without you in it.”

O but to hear those sweet words like a sweet poisonous medicinal substance addiction.

O that smile.

Your body nearest mine.

As I’m holding your hands and we breathe one last breath of cold, fresh morning air.

You drowned me in your ocean and I’ve loved you in every life in every little single moment.

The Thief

You think I don’t know

that you love me but I know

because it’s my heart

you’re stealing and my soul is

basically enchanted too.

Close To Heaven

Sometimes I swear I am this close to heaven.

And I love the way the hues of blue become the night skies but of course, they don’t ever compare to how I feel when I’m with you.

And whatever path you take me is always gonna lead me back to you.
Of course it will.
Of course it will.

Where this lonely road takes me is where you are and these steps and these streets are the places you’ll find me even after I’m done and gone.

But I need you closer.

I need heaven close.

And with you I swear you are closest to it.

The closest to heaven.

The closest to paradise.

Connected

Every now and then
I contemplate on your smile
and I think about
how I am connected to
you and how you are with my soul.

Clicked

I think about you
and then I think about the
life we could have had
because I know we clicked the
day that I saw you.

Let Me Love You

You are the only
person that I seem to think
will understand me;
will at least let me love you.
Surely you do know. Don’t you?

Want

I want your body

just as I want your love.

say you’ll marry me.

The World

Just know that I do.

I do love you and I will

love you always and

not be moved to fall in love

with anyone in the world.