My Heart

My heart would ache for you as I lay here in the confines of my room. I miss you as I stare blankly at my ceiling with the sun rising outside my window.

I dream about you being mine in such a lonely world and my heart shudders and beats as I think about your smile and in despair, I hunger for your heart and long for your body to cradle mine.

I long to listen to your soul and I crave you to be in my arms forever. I know love. I know you. I know you love me and we don’t need to ever be apart because you’re in my heart and on my mind.

As I stare up at an empty ceiling, the creases of the corners of my room, the cracks of sunlight remind me of you through my windowpane. I long to be the sunlight that caresses your tan skin.

In this moment, we are infinite and we knew that the future held for us by chance a miracle that we could never truly part. You will always be a part of me and forever; you’ll still have my heart.

Abandoned

Let me roam into the abandoned crevices of your heart.

The haunting of the sharp features of your face and of your body.

The haunted house of your dreams that lives on in your mind.

The feeling of being overwhelmingly complete in your own body as well as your love.

My Heart

I love it when he

says I have his heart too in

his own language

especially when he still has

so much of my heart.

Lucky

Kitty, you don’t know

it but you make me feel like

I am special; like

I am the most luckiest

person alive. You love me.

Puzzles

Baby, you are drop

dead gorgeous and you look like

a complex puzzle.

Alone…

When you are with them

why can’t I seem to get you

as mine or alone?

Breathe

You’re so beautiful

and right now I can barely

seem to smile nor breathe.

Die

You were kind enough

to end my happiness

but you were the whole

thing that makes me want to laugh

and die at the same time.

A Lagoon

He is like winter in summer and he is from where no man once dared to roam; my island boy…. do you know you’re from Mortlock?

Fire

My heart sings your tune.

as you set my heart aflame

into your soul’s voice

But I do love you.

I love you like the sun

that kisses the sea

by shimmering against the

ocean’s black surface.

The ocean engulfs

the heart that is set aflame

and quenches its thirst.

Solace

Tell me you love me

and I will never leave your

side. Please tell me that

you’ll remember me deep down

in my heart and find solace

within my soul and

if you can hear me, that some

way, you’ll love me back….

Kissing Part 2

Kissing you is like

an art, and I am the brush

to paint your canvas.

Kissing

How I long to kiss your lips that often tell lies, and hear your sweet voice through your music; O to put your mouth over mine own lips.

The Missing Promise

You smell like cherries in blossom on a hot Summer evening and you have a good way of telling me I’m wrong because you’re blunt; but they say love is blind because tonight I’m wrong about everything because deep down inside I knew. I’ve also decided to put my faith away and built my garden walls too high and put you down as a wanderer with no boundaries left but the insecure blindness that you still loved and cared for me.

Nonetheless, you will end up marrying two different people who are in the same body. You will marry someone, but not her. Not the same girl. Just somebody that you used to know who loved you like; but since as a child and I’d swear to God that it was me and they someday when the white noise is all gone, you; if you really loved me would recognize me and know.

You’d know it was me and know that you still had my heart.

Because deep down I know I was still in yours somewhere missing along the way.

But I swear to God I’ll find a way to replace my sanity as you.

Just remember that you are a missing promise and I keep swearing to God that I missed out and missed you too much.

And Dear Ivan but by hope of chance, Paul;

I can barely breathe.

Eternal

Whenever I see

you again, I feel like I’m

just falling in love.