Scared Shitless

I dream I’m making love to you.

And that I’m kissing you in all the right places.

I dream I’m taking off my shirt and unclasping my bra and taking off my panties.

I dream of letting it out.

The pain of wanting to kiss you relentlessly to the point where I’m taking off your shirt and unclamping your belt buckle.

I dream I’m taking off your pants and kissing your baby soft lips

And I dream that I’m fucking you slowly and passionately.

I also dream that I’m protecting you but your bones are broken; smashed into two.

I dream you’re dead. And I’m scared shitless of losing you that way.

So I’ll just dream of kissing away your fears and reassuring most of your doubts and your unhappiness.