Your Body On Mine

I enjoy you love,

I enjoy your body on mine.

as your skin touches mine.

Crushed into ecstasy,

I caress your body as you are gently brushing against mine.

We're Not The Same

You may be different from me.

We may not see eye to eye.

But you unravel the fuck out of me.

The color of your skin.

Your cologne.

Your cool, calm patient facade,

Your silent sighs amongst your footsteps.

I love you.

stay with me.

I’ll keep you safe.

Your One

I wish you roses, coffee and tea.

Every morning,

I’ve wished for a new.

Something better than what we have now.

A new lifestyle

A better one.

And I know I can give you something better.

You dominate my being.

I am yours.

Your prisoner.

Your one.

Caramel

I love caramel,

the way your caramel skin contrasts with your eyes of amber.

The way the fire in you lights up with joy through your eyes.

But I;

am just plain white.

Pale skined with blue and green eyes.

Yes my love; color blind.

But i love you. I love your personality.

It is like a calm wind agaisnt a fierce sea.

At Your Dirtiest

You

You have onyx pitch black eyes.

You drive a steadfast but non-expensive car.

You want what is simply simple in life.

You love simplicity but beyond that, your mind is a wonderland I wish to live in.

I’ve seen through your dirty.

I’ve seen you at your worst.

But through your profane beauty;

My darling, they say the worst comes out to be the best.

don’t stop saying you love me

don’t ever stop my darling, I’m right behind you.

I support your worst

at your coldest.

stay with me

stay with me.

Academic Evaluation

If any of you have an advisor for college, always check your academic evaluation sheet with your advisor, then plan out the classes you wish to take. For the re-up, college is intense so get some note pads or a planner and plan out your day along with your college classes. I’m a junior who is soon becoming a senior next year of Summer 2019. Then I’m going for my masters degree but first, I always have to get an advisor beforehand so I can get the classes I need.

His Eyes

There is fire in his eyes and good intentions in his heart.

He is as warm as the sun and when he dreams,

he dreams he is holding me in his arms.

He dreams that he is kissing me.

Don’t you know that darling, your warmth enshrouds me?

Have you forgotten that sometimes it is not good to love at all and that it is good to just simply be?

His eyes say it all.

But he feels happiest when he is with me.

Hope

I hope the wind carries you anywhere you’d want to go.

I hope shooting stars fix your world and light up your eyes.

I will fix you.

I hope that the love of your life is made of stardust and shows you galaxies and millions of stars.

I hope you have had the time of your life in your numerable days to count.

I hope you find someone who satisfies the fact that your soul needs care and that your heart needs love.

I hope you have an entire sea of adventures and a good way to go before you get to success.

I hope that over a million stars kiss you, and that the light of the moon guides you to me….

I hope that’s what you need and babe, for us I would hope.

Someday....

If there is a chance of you ever going out with the chance of a person like say me,

I want you to know you’ll never be lonely.

You would never have to search for affection

because I will always be there.

I love you and that is all you’ll ever need to know.

and maybe someday,

the princess will find her prince like in the fairytales of old.

With One Look

I knew when I first saw you,

You could show me the world,

that you could show me the stars all the way up to the milky way.

I guess maybe that’s why you are made of stardust because you could show me the stars…..

with one look.

How It Ends

Here’s how it ended.

We were two galaxies made of stars that did not exist in neither of our worlds.

We were blinded by the thought of love; that only love can save us.

We were so much apart that sometimes a simple I love you wasn’t even enough.

That’s how it had ended.

I never really had time with you.

I guess I don’t have time.

***

My love,

You made time for me.

But for me,

I guess I had time beneath and over my body for you to bring me back.

We were just two people living under the same universe, with the same sun and moon.

But still different constellations.

A Daring Mind

Yes darling….

I have dreams about you;

dreams that I am passionately kissing you and that you taste like coffee.

Dreams that my fingers are in your smooth fine-tooth combed hair.

That stars are in your eyes that cannot fathom the equation of the moon.

yes darling….

I have thoughts about you…..

Thoughts where I am a wife and you dear heart are mine.

Thoughts of us having a future together.

that in constellations of the unfathomable reach of the stars and galaxies, somewhere up there you the Gods have favor on me and you are mine.

yes darling….

i have a secret….

i secretly fantasize about you in this way and

secretively, i want you and no one else.

secretively I want you all to myself meaning with no one else.

Your smooth body, your muscular grace chiseled next to mine.

O how we’d make a fine couple….

Yes darling, I dare keep dreams, thoughts and secrets I dare not confess unto myself.

The Racing Heart

My heart races when I think of you.

My eyes float into a possiblity of many stars where in that world, you are in my future and I am in yours.

You are intertwined with my heart like ivy to a marble pole of hard stone.

I am certain that you will be with me in all my lifetimes.

no matter how near or far or what galaxy we are in for we are made of infinite stars just like the constellations in the night sky.

i love you.

Stay within my heart.

Stay with me….

Stay with me.

stay with me.

For my racing heart loves you and longs to be with you.

 

HATE

It’s just like the time when he said he never wanted to see me again.

My heart broke

It’s just like the time he wanted to tell me that he was trying so hard to say….

That he hated me.

My heart shattered.

I was breathing hard while crying.

My stomach uneasy; I dried away my tears as my heart felt like it was palpitating; under attack.

The Goddess of death

She wasn’t just a lady

She was fierce; a legend.

She was a God damned God.

Murderous Intent

O maiden!

Where have you gone?

O maiden whose virginity was short but not for long.

O maiden who prepareth fruits and good things to eat of her palm.

Prepare to die amongst the flowers where no one will know wherever you have gone.

For Whom The Bell Tolls

For whom the bell tolls, she kept the birds in a dark funeral plot.

For in her secret garden was where all her corpses seemed to rot.

She would seldom seduce them into their plight of death.

Before they started breathing their very last breath.

To keep them singing she would introduce the birds at bay.

Be careful and be wary for something wicked comes this way…..

The Mirror of Youth

Aaaah, how doth death taunt the lady to look into the mirror of youth only to fly away towards her death…. into the realm where Hades would lie….

Nature’s muse

She used to dance with flowers. Now she plays tunes on her violin with butterfly wings disguised as the devil. She sullenly plays to a cornucopia of flowers. They see her and they listen….

For she is the devil who is of nature’s muse. Temptation at best. She remains a mystery when the true meaning behind her lies within her violin. For you see, she is not a devil without the temptation of the violin….

Music? Shall you eat of devil’s forbidden fruit??

The Heart Beat

I love you because you have the sweetest smile,

the greatest expectations,

the most suave voice.

I love you because you protect me.

You fight like a fighter,

You exceed my expectations.

I love you because you prove to me that you care about me.

I love you because….

all this time….

You

loved

me.

You make me feel more conscientious about my health,

My well-being.

You’re the heart of me that cannot stop beating.

The one I’d come home for….

The one I love deeply….

and….

The one I’d run to.

A Forbidden Love

Oh darling, how I long to put my arms round your waist with your hands gripping the easels as we ride on throughout the night.

As you place your hands on my waist when you caress my arms to my hands,

I think of you and the moon.

And to counterfeit the lonely moon, I see your eyes.

They are like the amber moon and your love is like a shower full of stars with painted constellations in the skies.

Your eyes are of the moon, my eyes are of the earth.

I love you so tell me when you shall love me

for I reach out to the moon

as the earth does.

And as you ride your motorcycle on throughout the day, I say prayers for you during the night. In my thoughts but never in wording.

I was a dreamer before I met you and you have made all my dreams come true.

I love you my darling.

I love you.

I love you.

i love you.

Notable Quotes

1. 1. Psalm 23:4-6King James Version (KJV)- Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.

1. 1. You write so beautifully…. the inside of your mind must be a terrible place. – Anonymous

1. 1. Not all girls are made of sugar and spice and everything nice. Some girls are made of sarcasm, wine and everything fine.-Anonymous

1. 1. Be an original; dont die a copy. – John Mason

1. 1. “When you are content to be simply yourself and don’t compare or compete, everyone will respect you.” Lao Tzu, Tao Te Ching

1. 1. I am all in a sea of wonders. I doubt; I fear; I think strange things which I dare not confess to my own soul.”- Bram Stoker, Dracula

1. 1. “Always be a first rate version of yourself and not a second rate version of someone else.” – Judy Garland

1. 1. Gatsby looked at Daisy in a way that every young girl wanted to be looked at.- F. Scott Fitzgerald

1. 1. Unless you are a unicorn then always be a unicorn.- Elle Lothlorien

1. 1. “Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.” – Oscar Wilde

1. 1. “We are all a little weird and life’s a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.” -Dr.Seuss

1. 1. “Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter, and those who matter don’t mind.” – Bernard M. Baruch

1. 1. “I love her more than anything in the whole world.”-Johnny Depp on his relationship with Winona Ryder

1. 1. “I’d die for her. I love her so much. I don’t know what I would do without her. She’s going through a lot right now. I wish I could just kiss away the pain, make it go away, stop it, kill it! If she, you know, I don’t know what I would do. I’d kill myself. I love that girl. I love her. I love her almost more than I love myself.” – Johnny Depp on Winona Ryder (1989)

1. 1. “I loved her not for the way she danced with my angels, but for the way the sound of her name could silence my demons.” – Christopher Poindexter

1. 1. I am hopelessly in love with a memory. An echo from another time, another place. – Michael Faudet

1. 1. Lovemaking is one of the best ideas Satan put in the apple he gave to Eve. The best idea in that apple, though, is making jazz. – Kurt Vonnegut

1. 1. Charm was a scheme for making strangers like and trust a person immediately, no matter what the charmer had in mind.- Kurt Vonnegut

1. 1. Of all the words of mice and men, the saddest are, “It might have been.”-Kurt Vonnegut

1. 1. When I saw you I fell in love with you and you smiled because you knew. – William Shakespeare

Murders & Secrets

He was a murderer.

He was her secret.

He was her mask.

She,

his venturer.

A Vampire's Memoir

Just when I thought no man could satisfy me more,

you come back into my life.

I have watched you as a child.

but

I fell in love

And to make this wretched cycle stop,

I dream of a world where I can see you for all times.

A world where no one will bother you and I.

Gone With The Wind

Hadn’t anybody told you that you smell like rain and smile like the sunshine is in your eyes?

Hasn’t anybody told you in time not to fall in love with girls like me?

And had it ever occurred to you overnight that I am so very lucky to have you.

Yes you look simple, but not to me.

You’re gone with the wind and yet you smell like rain.

Just like morning dew.

You’re gone with the wind and I’m just your fool.

Behind The Mask

 Every mask has a secret and every secret has a mask.

I wish I knew what lay behind your masks and what other secrets you have to hide.

I wish I knew what pains you behind every mask you wear.

I wish I could break through what lies behind those eyes.

I wish I knew what was behind the mask.

I wish we could stop dancing in circles.

I begin to wonder,

How can I get you alone to take off your pain-filled secrets?

***

He had alot of secrets behind his mask of silver.

His skin was of pearly white.

His eyes were of the saddest eyes I have ever seen.

But when I dance, he dances with me.

I still feel you.

Through mirrored glass I still see you.

But through the glass,

I finally see….

Behind the mask.

Innocence

Naïveté was his first look

But people didn’t know him.

They didn’t know that deep inside he was innocent as the stars

That although beneath the bad boy, his love fathomed the seas.

They didn’t see him as the person he had wanted to be.

Maybe it was the venom of words that stung him.

No one knew his story; his emotional loss.

The fact that he had loved someone deeply and she had so soon perished.

No one knew he was alone.

How lonely he felt when she had left.

Darling,

Let love in.

Let him love again.

Stop haunting his heart.

In Other Words

People thought they’d understand you,

But everyone else sees their bullshit.

But why can’t you?

People thought they could deceive you

But you saw right through it.

I hope someday someone with a nice heart and stardust in their eyes is kind enough to love you.

Is kind enough to kiss your eyes goodnight

And at last, kiss you.

In other words,

I hope your wounds heal

Stardust Angel

You feel triumph over these sweet serenities.You’re bored with the world,

and then you see your stardust angel coming into the darkness

Protruding.

You believe she’s been your angel while other girls are plain naughty.

You look to the elements because they have saved and sacrificed for you before.

But you need be careful from seeing evil, from envy, from the darkness that surrounds you.

You’re her stardust angel; her starlight, she loves you and wants to know you are safe.

You run away.

She becomes your doubt and your angel becomes your worst fear.

But in your heart she remains.

She had many troubles; has many crosses to bare.

But still you are in love with her

Still your treasure

Still a lover

Still something you protect.

But she’s still your stardust angel.

The Parasite

You’re lonely and self-subconsciously with friends you feel alone. You think everyone and everything is a parasite.

But then you see her.

She knows you love her and you want her.

You try to stay strong from the instinct that you want her.

You want to say everything you wish you’d say to her like how you feel.

You feel lucky you’ve found her again once she’s gone, but there’s trouble ahead.

You found a treasure and your heart is flying so you reach for a sign that someday this siren will return.

Her story:

She knows you love her.

You wish to keep her shipwrecks to yourself. All her troubles and her doubts.

But secretly you guard her.

You’d hold her if you could but you’d protect her for yourself and from yourself.

You’d probably protect her probably from herself and everyone else.

You keep giving until you want to know.

If

She

Has

Felt

For you

In the night.

Looked for you in the morning.

When in fact.

She loves

You.

You’re,

Where she wants to be…..

You’re both itching for a sign

Like parasites.

Crawling…. neath your skin.

Belief

He may be ardent and very respectful

But when he’s fed up he’s fierce and likes to fight.

He believes in protecting women that he feels are in his life.

Secret? He’s psychic.

He doesn’t believe in a God

But he believes all beautiful things were created by something beautiful.

But with me, he gets philosophical.

He’s a wonderful man who’ll make a wonderful father.

I wouldn’t be surprised if we had only boys….

Scared Shitless

I dream I’m making love to you.

And that I’m kissing you in all the right places.

I dream I’m taking off my shirt and unclasping my bra and taking off my panties.

I dream of letting it out.

The pain of wanting to kiss you relentlessly to the point where I’m taking off your shirt and unclamping your belt buckle.

I dream I’m taking off your pants and kissing your baby soft lips

And I dream that I’m fucking you slowly and passionately.

I also dream that I’m protecting you but your bones are broken; smashed into two.

I dream you’re dead. And I’m scared shitless of losing you that way.

So I’ll just dream of kissing away your fears and reassuring most of your doubts and your unhappiness.

To Life!

You’re either with us or you’re not. You either got something or you got nothing. You gotta give it all you got. Teamwork first. In anything we do, and everything we do; we die proudly and the way we die we die with honor in the hopes that some of us will see our other half; our families and the faces we used to know somewhere on the other side of life. To life!

He Is

He is private,

He is reserved,

He is disciplined….

He will haunt me in my afterlife forever.

The Clap of The Thunderbolt

Some say when you leave something unfinished, it becomes a haunted reckoning. It is unfinished and sometimes you have to do things you don’t want to do, but as the rule goes, you gotta do what you gotta do. Sometimes in this, may God rest the case, things have to be sacrificed and sometimes friends; so-called friends have to go. It is like the clap of the thunderbolt. When it’s done it’s done. There’s no use in crying lightning because once that thunderbolt strikes, you become a man on fire and there’s nothing you or anyone can do about it. Call it what you want, but actions are never unrequited and if anybody had any level of high standard, then consequences must be rendered.

Power

What is power? It is the raw feeling of blood coursing through your muscles after your first kill; it is the love of everything grand; the feeling of conquering and stability, and it is authority over others. But how do we get authority over others? It is through love. Gaining the love of people. Doing favors and asking nothing in return and in return the favor is returned without being unrequited because you love. From what I’ve learned from power it is through love and respect that is given to one another. Power comes by love.

Bad at love

He doesn’t live in a fairytale.

He doesn’t truly believe in them and that’s what makes him so grumpy.

He was never good at love.

When he tries to be a gentleman it’s only around me and no one else.

I love him to death but….

Does he still love me.

He’s bad at love, but does he love me?

He gets mad when I sit with other men….

What does it mean???

Life or Love?

Sometimes it is love or life, but in the worst cases it is your life over their love which is why we love and go with God. Mercy at its worst is whenever you give in too quickly or give in too much. Truth should be found wherever you may find it, but the final fact is that this product results in liars, monkeys and thieves. The common usage is in the mouth or the tongue. Yes means yes and no means no whether you may have your sense and sensibility with you. Whichever the thing that prevents you from saying it properly must mean you have a list of a; or in worst cases a devil in you. May God rest the case. But that wouldn’t be true would it??? I mean why would you want to lie and catch yourself up in one??? Which is why; love or life? Life or love and always tell the truth.

The Soulmate

Love doesn’t just happen by coincidence.

It happens when you know each other’s soul.

And you’re all but mine.

His Soul

His soul is tender.

He is patient and kind.

His soul is like the calming of the sea.

Whereas he has a wild attitude like fire and is almost all over the place.

He is also very disciplined and loving and kind in his heart and his soul.

His smile lights up my soul and to top that off, he lights up everyone else’s but they just don’t know that yet.

His soul is wild and maybe that’s why he listens to all kinds of music.

Accents

He has a Scottish-German accent.

I never thought I’d fall in love with accents.

Until I fell in love with yours….

Only Once

I only kiss you on the cheek because you’re too pure.

You have a steady mindset only when you’re happy

But you’re a completely dark angel when you’re angry because you’re careful with me

And unlike other girls you’re also gentle

More gentle with me….

You cannot hate me entirely after all we’ve been through because I’ve fallen in love only once….

With you.

I wonder

I keep wondering how I look in those eyes of yours.

The color of your hair,

The colorful taste of your white skin,

And the taste of your lips,

The color of your heart,

And what the key to your soul can open.

Before you enter college - The Big Ten

Before you enter college,

1 Make sure you have what it takes meaning sufficient funding and a positive mindset.

2 Ask a lot of questions.

3 Make sure you memorize your schedule.

4 Know where your classes are.

5 Make sure your classes do not interfere with the timing of your other classes.

6 Make sure you follow your plan for academic classes.

7 Make sure you declare your major and minor

8 Listen to the Professor.

9 Go for your trade meaning what you work best as.

10 Meet the requirements and expectations of your professors also meaning: never plagiarize and cite your sources properly.

Lunatics

He may be called a lunatic for loving me but he knows the state I’m in.

I only get away with loving him without him breaking me because he thinks and tells everybody that I have a pure heart.

He says I get away with it because I’m a faithful woman.

No one understands me like he does and sometimes our understanding may be mutual, but we understand each other.

Little does everyone know that I’m a lunatic and so is he.

So come let’s go be psychos together.

Fire with fire

He wants me as much as I want him

But it gets harder to tell him

It also gets hard to tell him I’m leaving him.

The worst thing is, I cannot protect him so I’m gonna protect him in the worst way possible.

I’m gonna fight fire with fire.

With every touch, I swear to god I’ll break whoever tried to break him.

With every pad of his footsteps on the ground I’ll kick the shit out of anyone who makes him hurt

And I swear to god baby, that I’ll kiss away your pain with every heart beat instilled in you.

About The Constant Lover

It’s me he can never really leave.

No matter how hard I try to convince him that I’m not such a good woman, he tells me I am.

I can hardly live without him.

He’s the love of my life and all my joy.

He gets the best of me….

In fact he gets all of me.

But so do I.

The Constant Loverboy

He doesn’t like being called chicken, but he lets me call other men that.

He chuckles every morning when he wakes up because he knows I’m in his life but he’s afraid of love.

He can open any lock on a door but he’s not a thief and he likes to swim.

He’s a fire sign and he’s way older than me.

Although he likes repeating sonnets to women he would like to repeat a sonnet to me but he often finds that there is no poem to complete what he would think of me.

He’ll do anything for his kids and he is not perverse in any way and has an ardent heart.

It is confusing for him because he’s never ardent when he’s around me.

In retrospect, he likes being called loverboy even in his younger years and he thinks everybody is crazy.

His philosophy is that life is crazy. He’s not suicidal but everyone’s crazy for living it….

But he’s not plain but not simple either.

Loss & Death

What it means to lose someone is that they don’t just sometimes die in your life, it means they have become unattatched. Looking at it this way is unhealthy because when you lose someone, the pain is still there and it hurts more. One way of looking at the bright side is that when you lose someone they are making you a new path to follow or a lesson to learn as you go along the way. Staying away from other people with good characteristics is not going to help you. Socialize and do more activities. Stay away from people who are going to make you look bad or hurt you. Always remember that the people who have lost you are the people who are going to make way for better people.So in other words they may have gotten the best of you; but they lost you, you didn’t lose them.

Death is another subject when you lose someone early in life that means that they were trying to live their best lives and at least you were there to see it through. When a family memebr dies it is okay to mourn and cry out, when a friend dies at least you take a part of them that stays in your heart; just like families.

Stress

It’s not everyday that a person doesn’t stress out. Just remember that everything is going to be alright. You are not responsible for your own stressors. It’s not a bad life, it’s just a bad day and there will be many other bad days but you can always make up for them by grabbing some popcorn, a hotdog and a movie. Remember also that there are other people stressing out so they may try to get the best of you only because they are stressing out too. Take a nap or listen to music. It’s not a bad life, it’s just a bad day.

Suicide

Don’t think for once that you don’t contribute anything to the world. You may contribute something to another person’s life without even knowing it. Also if you don’t believe it, think of when your band’s favorite album will come up, think of a movie people like yourself would like to see. Write down a list of all the things you like or would like to do. Do them! Make a bucket list! Go on and do the things you love doing….. Life is too short to waste on a blank void of nothing while your body’s on the deathbed, so think about it.

Popularity In College

To all my chicks and dawgs out there! There is no such thing as popularity during college.

1 College is serious.

2 It doesn’t matter where you’re from as long as you know you’re doing okay.

3 Always remember that you’re always going to have to follow a plan for your bachelors or masters degree.

4 You have every right to ask questions.

5 Speak up! You’re doing fine just stay on the subject.

6 Importante! Do the readings.

7 If you feel you can do it without the readings to do a paper, take notes. Always.

8 Remember to stay on top of your game.

9 It’s okay to ask questions.

Relationships In College

Remember that you can always have a relationship in college and outside of the institution. But, if you are stressing out, use time management with a planned day using things such as a pen and planner. You can bring the relationship inside college but don’t forget that you also have a life outside.

Thee Constant Lover

You may be different to society and people may or may not like you but you need to understand that this is life

You also need to understand that you need to fight for yourself too to survive because you matter to someone and somebody out there likes you and that you are not alone.

You matter to me because my comrades like you,

My mother and father like you.

and I like you.

Because for the first time you were stupid enough to worry about your features and your popularity.

Why can’t you laugh with me because you’re being stupid?

For once?

Aren’t you happy with me?

can’t you smile that same seductive smirk and look at me and tell me everything will be alright?

If they cannot love you.

I’ll love you.

I love you.

I love you.

The Vagabond

His soul may be imperfect, but I wouldn’t settle for less.

He may be conscientious and prone to act like a vagabond,

He may be too skinny,

or too dark or at times too fair skinned,

But he has a good education and a good heart and an ardent soul.

He may hate what others are listening to,

but he still makes me feel like I’m the luckiest girl in the world.

His soul may be imperfect but his smile makes me fall down to my knees.

Yes.

I write about him.

He’s…..

The Constant Lover….

Count the Stars

If he could count the stars with me,

He’d do it if he wasn’t so busy.

If I could count the stars to infinity, I’d give it all to him

Because he tells me about them at night.

Bonnie & Clyde

His favorite song is ride by Lana Del Rey.He loves punk rock and leather jackets.

He rides a motorcycle much like my classmate Nik.

He is a gentle soul with a lot of respect and he doesn’t just like my singing; in fact he’s in love with it.

He is tough and wears blue jeans and a tank top underneath his black leather jacket.

He’s really tough and he likes defending me.

That’s because he’s the only one who does.

He’s not afraid to kill someone.

I’m his Bonnie

He’s my Clyde.

He has a good education and he lives for today.

He loves biochemistry, philosophy and literature.

He quotes from sonnets and he knows a lot about Voltaire and Shakespeare.

He’s a man who is hard to read, he likes to fight for people’s rights and he has the most charming voice.

He plays guitar and listens to the same music that I do.

But he is almond-onyx eyed and beautiful.

To me.

He is

A dreamer.

He listens to the wind and stars because they keep him safer than his dreams.

He doesn’t watch much tv, but his favorite show is Riverdale.

He doesn’t trust Facebook or twitter or social media. In fact he’d like to get off of all of his social media.

He says I’m his bohemian girl.

I think he’s my man and he’s my bad boy.

Haim- One

We are made of chaos and we only ride with the moon…. We take our clothes off amongst the lily ponds and swim to each other together we dive and thee only thing worth living for we’ve noticed is the both of our hearts beating So we rise up to the surface and touch each other’s minds until we’re in each other’s hearts beating together and nestled amongst our skin is the tomb that lies within the grave of roses that enfolds both of us touching our inner souls and beating with every last breath our bodies laying nestled in the earth together until and finally, we are united as one.

Once

I love the lightning because it shows the true colors of the night.

Like me.

I was in love.

Young in my twenties; in my youth almost damn near thirty.

It showed like lightning how deeply in love I really was.

He didn’t love me.

But I was in love

Once.

A World Without You

I would miss you

From across another country I would miss you.

From across the seas I would think of you.

Because in reality no matter how far apart we’ll be, I would not be able to think of a world without you.

Tattoos And Scars

We were just two punks falling in and out of love thinking that love; only love can fix us. And I’ll still be wishing to hold your hand. The first day I met him I asked him what his tattoos read. But little did I know what they would mean to me. They were his stories. Some were his scars. Others were girls with angel wings that flew away… But I was the keeper of his cold heart. His soul that needed mending was mine to love. I was the keeper of the keys to his demons. He was just a silly boy sitting on two story balconies laughing and smoking that goddamn cigarette with all his tattoos on his arms back and body. I was just a silly girl who fell in love…. Here’s what I think of your tattoos. I may not like them but now they are a part of you. They’re the scars I want to kiss away on your body.

Spring

Maybe that’s why flowers are in your hair and why the birds chirp and the bees buzz in the Springtime. You. You make my Spring days worthwhile and my sun shine brighter than it ought to shine. I suddenly came to realize you’re what Spring meant. Your coffee brown skin; your everything. I miss you. I love you and in the hopes that you will wait for me…. Love me, cherish and marry me. I will wait for you and I will love you until you return to me.

The View of The Constant Lover 2

He falls in love with the way I sleep.

I fall in love with the way he just breathes.

He’s a serious person to be with and he puts sarcasm in real life situations.

He is my constant lover.

Brainiac

Hi!

(Sweet Jesus you are so fine)

I appreciate your thoughts.

(Just as I appreciate your being here)

In other words, you entertain my mind.

(Just like you entertain my body)

I love you.

(You have a great body when it’s in sync with mine)

You look good.

(You steal my heart)

How I Fell in Love With You

It gets harder and harder for me to explain how much I love you in wording.

All I can say is I fell in love with your soul and the way you express your sentiments about books, the way you question knowledge and get into philosophical detail about your studies.

Your smile and how it lights up the inner core of my soul.

I love your voice and your looks but I can see your soul and it caresses my body.

Just like you.

An Enigma

I’m his July in Spring.

His June in April.

Although deadly I am Juliet

And he is Romeo

Although he doesn’t know it yet,

I’m his always

He loves literature

And he is enigmatic at philosophy.

Just Love Me

I want you to keep trying to grab hold of me

Grab hold of me till you cannot fight for me anymore

Prove to me you love me by telling me that you do.

Please love me

Say you do.

Say you want me.

Say you will.

Say you’ll stay with me….

Forever….