A Man Without Purpose

The pain was unconquerable.

You made me really hate you a lot.

You could have driven me crazy and now I serve no purpose in life.

Can you see me?

Can you? Do you remember me?

Didn’t you think you’d have an impact on my life?

Happy Valentines Day.

To a man who drove my dreams away.

A man who couldn’t love. Who ruined the child within.

Can you feel?

Do you love?

There was nothing I could do to get out of my rotting hell.

My straight jacket in a four cornered wall. Where I was scared as fuck.

That was the epitome of insanity.

Next a checkup in the ward forever sitting.

Silently.

In a grave yard of girls you’ve broken with arrows in their hearts.

Now I am you.

A loser.

A man without purpose.

But to love you….

Forevermore enslaved

to you.

Happy Valentines loser.

I’d go crazy over and over again.

For you.