Change

I wonder, how wide amber eyes turn into almonds….

How caramel turns to creamy skin….

How does this happen in one night?

How does this happen in four months?

How something physical comes to something emotional.

How darkness turns to light, but in some ways not.

How Summer turns to Winter.

How days turn to night in the middle of an eclipse.

I have learned to embrace my darkness for he is as dark as I am.

I prefer the dark to the shade into his light.

I understand now how he outdoes you.

Could it be secrets of the damned?

How could you just leave me for mere rumors that pop up in the center of the darkness; out of sight; out of nowhere?

Out of nothing?

He loves me better.

How could he love me more than this???

I need to let go to love.

His protection was from you.

You’re better looking; but I wouldn’t change him for the world.

He’s just like you only;

Better.

He’d follow me through hell.

He’d love me at my worst.

He’s the one who’d never let me go.