Concepts of Abstract Verbs and Nouns

The concept of love was just a verb until I met you. I couldn’t help but believe in a future for us. I was going to have your child and you mine. It wasn’t until I heard the news that you were planning that with another girl whose hair and eyes were as brown as the earth; whose form you took to be mightily finer than mine. I was devastated.I was irked that a young girl was in your pursuit and I was only the girl with the black hair, scrawny figure and face and that her life’s fate depended on yours.

I was unloved, unlovable, until I became unloving.

Forgive my words,

forgive my heart,

But most of all; my soul.

Love was something I was never really meant to have.

Love was wicked; it was poison; love was never there and if by chance you think you’re falling in love; think twice because love is not actual; it is

abstract.

To love is just a sin against your own and another person’s body.

Loving someone should be perverse.

It is a sick way of co-dependency.

It was a way to show that sometimes love leaves you to rot.

Until I met you….